crave for changes

Life lately has been full of waiting I feel. Waiting to see my man, waiting to learn photoshop, waiting to get my apartment in order, waiting to start my dream job, waiting to start so many things. Waiting for life to start. Every once and awhile I get into this type of a slump, and I am so ready to dig myself out. I have the power to make changes in my life. To change my attitude and my goals. To start working towards my passions and thriving. I think I have been using this phrase very frequently the past few months, to thrive. But that's not necessarily a bad thing, because it's a beautiful desire. And I'm proud of that desire. To be happy in the moment, but to crave. For hope and love and passion. 

I think I'm talking in circles. But let's be real, my thoughts run in circles all. day. long.

But here's the other issue. I want to do this striving and thriving and living, but I don't want to obsess over it. I am a very obsessive person. I tend to overthink and overstress. I want to be realistic and remind myself that there isn't a one perfect moment in life to look for, I can only build a little every day and be patient. 

{insert sigh of release here}

On a whim the other day I purchased this book. I am only about two paragraphs in, but it pretty much summed up everything I just said, so it should be a pretty relatable read!

Happy Saturday!