
I feel like I constantly am in an internal battle of who I was and who I am and who I want to be. Everyday I can read quotes and stories about living in the moment and focusing on the life i'm living right now. And every day I struggle with it. Blessings on blessings...and yet I struggle. I have guilt for feeling this way, guilt from questioning if I deserve to live in a state of confusion, since I have so much going for me. But all I can do each and every day is go, go go go and be. I don't have to know what I want, or be sure of anything. All I can do is love people and myself. I can dream of adventure, it's a great thing. But I can be happy here, where I am too.
Hannah has a beautiful way with words, and captured some of these feelings in this post.
As she says, Let’s count the glittering objects tonight. And all the swans. And all the turtle-doves. One by one. We have the time. We have all the time we thought we never had. Let’s just pretend that it can’t get better than this right here."
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